I’m mildly wine drunk and have been on an emo-punk kick for maybe 10 days now. Currently on my radar? Dashboard Confessional. I’ve had so many contradicting emotions lately, it’s good to be reminded that other people feel things that often suck pretty hard.
I had something profound to say, but I think the picture says it all. I met a dude, we hung out for a couple months. I caught feelings. He didn’t. I ended things. (Though it was pretty mutual I think.) It sucks. Such is the story of modern romance.
I don’t really know what else to say other than that. I had a good day today. I was able to plan out some stuff for my team at work, and I finalized the logistics of my trip to Toronto. I smiled at strangers walking down the street, and treated myself to sushi for lunch. I have a lot of things that I’m looking forward to this month and next month.
And that is really all it is. I care enough to write a blog post about obviously, but I don’t want to cry and stress about it anymore than I have to.
Sometimes that’s the way it goes. Sometimes you give your heart accidentally to people who don’t want it and your best bet is to take it back and soldier on.